May make more later, but this was enough for now.  I'm tired, lol.

Looking back through old journals (both the e and written kind), blogs, etc I've compiled the following:

Things I Used To Be
- kind of an asshole towards the world
- prone to long periods of numbness
- followed by period of intense anger, disillusionment, saddnes, frustration and loneliness
- jiponied (a magical made up word that I believe meant frustrated being that the cure for jiponiness seemed to be mass amounts of frolicking and alcohol)
- did I mention lonely?
- a cutter (look at me mom, I'm emo, so lame, I know)
- into some VERY bad music (what was I thinking?)
- drunk, a lot
- a daydreamer

Things I Still Am
- into some VERY bad music (what am I still thinking?)
- prone to bouts of random loneliness that I can't explain
- a daydreamer

Things I've Become
- addicted to 60's rock
- addicted to mostly better music (damn you taking back sunday though, why can't I leave you behind?)
- addicted to final fantasy
- happy
- planning a wedding (who would have thought?)
- addicted to house
- old.

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